| Trust. Everybody wants it, nobody earns it. |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|07:46 am] |
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Alright... so heres my new rant about trust. Say someone Has a roomate, now they just moved with this person after talking to them for 2 and a half years, expecting to only be there until they get their own place, But Nope, This guy Expects a relationship and Everything that comes with one. But the thing is, one small thing and he tells the BIGGEST hmmm kinda like a secret to someone who doesnt even know the person. that my friends, is what my tribulations have been.
I moved to Burlington Ontario with a friend that i have been speaking with for over 2 years, he knows alot about me, my good and my bad, Pretty much everything. Everything was ok but the guy was needy, (He will remain nameless unless he pisses me off again.) always asking for hugs, kisses etc. Which i thought to be odd for Just friends . But ANYHOW i dealt with it, because last thing i need is to Mess up another place before i even have a chance to get back on my feet. So anyways as things progress he gets more and more "Attached" in a way, So my friend who lives 2 towns over came out to get me and bring me out to coffee so i could Relax and stop worrying about My New Fanboy. (I liek that term lmao) so alls good, i go home a little late, Aparrently i have a cerfew, which i havent had since i lived with my mom so i wasnt used to it NOR was i aware i had one till that Evening. but ok, fair enough, if he has to work i the morning ill come home at a reasonable hour, And i did, but he dont work weekends and stuff so i cn stay out as late as i wanna. So after a few times out with my friend my roomate wants to tag along because of some jealosy reason. i dont wanna be rude so i ask my friend, but neither does he so we said yes, But my roomate was practically asking to feel like the odd man out but hell, thats his problem not mine, he invited himself along. So what happened that night was we ended up Driving to Niagra, and seeing all the tourist Area.
Now ANYONE who knows me knows my obsession with John Cena from WWE's monday night Raw. and there was a WWE store there that i went directly into. Seeing the cena T shirt i looked at both my friends and asked if one could buy it for me and id pay them back when i had my own things worked out and my debts payed off.. Now i KNEW for a fact my roomate did NOT have the money to spend carelessly on T shirts. Expecially for me and My friend knew that as well. so he offered first and my roomate pulled a tantrum and walked outside. after everything was done We walked around the Area and stopped at a dennys. roomate still bitter because my friend got the t shirt wont eat nothing but i gave him half my food cuz he was eyin it. So owell, but anyways the bill comes and he said he was going to pay for it... once again dont have the money for it and makes a big deal later on ill get there in a moment.
So we end up Driving back to burlington and my rooamte looked tired and whatnot so i told him we would drop him off and id be home later seeing as i was hyper as hell for getting a new t shirt. so we get back to the apartment building and my roomate opens the car door, looks at me and says "can you come talk to me" and i look back at him and ask if we can talk when i get home, seeing as i didnt want to make a scene in front of my friend, He turned to leave the car and said "No" just straight up like that and in the Rudest tone then he slammed the car door shut, i looked at my friend and apologised and told him to hold my sweater cuz id be back in a second.
i walked up to my roomate and he says " your wearing it" and i looked down at the John Cena t shirt and Raised my eyebrow and replied, its john cena of course im wearing it. and he went on about how he was upset i idnt let him buy it for me, i told him he dont have the money to throw around on everything i point at and say i want. and he said something about me being his girlfriend and i just turned and walked back toward the car and stated i wasnt his girlfriend, that the fact he even said that pissed me off because he had been acting childishh over me NOT letting him buy me something. i got in the car and me and my friend went to a tim hortons where the phone rang numorous times, Every time was him , Trying to talk me into going home early but because i was upset i refused and told him id talk to him later, he called back then apologising and whatnot. Which i dont much go for , he was acting like a child again so my friend got fed up and turned his phone off. seeing as it Was his phone i didnt argue, and we sang to system of a down for a good couple hours. i just pretty much needed to get my frustration out. and once again anyone who knows me knows i Absolutely love system of a down.
So i get home and he told one of his friends about something i told him never to tell anybody, all because he was mad at me for not letting him buy me the shirt, i freaked out and sat in the bathroom and refused him entry as i tried calming myself down... how does someone just out and say something like that.. let alone freak out about me Saving him money. i went to bed and went out with my friend again the next day. around 9:30 his phone rang and it was my roomate again, asking wether or not i was comming home soon, i said id be home around 11 and told him id see him later. me and my friend parked across the street from my building and turned off his car and started jamming out to system of a down again... before we knew it it was like 11:30 and the only way i figured that out was because my roomate was outside the car window tapping on it. all the singing had fogged the windows up, so i wiped the window and looked at him and rolled it down a little and asked him what he wanted, he said nothing but "i knew it" and paced back and forth for a while returning to the window every so often. and then eventually walking away. My friends phone rang no more than 30 seconds later and i answered it. he went on about how he was walking around the car to make sure it was his but saw the windows fogged up. he was upset cuz he thought me and my friend were like makin out or whatever but he didnt even let me tell him what happened, But anyways hes making a big deal and im like it doesnt even really matter im not dating you anyways, and i got mad and hung up thephone, he called back and we talked for about 5 minutes saying the same things to eachother as we just had and whatnot. so we hung up and my friend turned his phone off again as not to have mis minutes pointlessly wasted.
Hmmm... kinda forgetting when this story ends... ill end it now i ont feel like typing alot but ill update it soon enough when i have had more sleep and whatnot.
moral of the story is that i cant trust him and hes been a kissass ever since i found out he told his hooker friend about stuff.
Trust is like a one way door, if you get kicked out of the door you cant get back in. im tired of giving second chances to people who dont deserve it. And since that incident there have been 2 other "Tests" i set up. he failed them both, opening his big mouth again and again... so now i have not only no trust, but no respect for him at all.
No comments please, id hate to have to write another one about people who like to write stupid shit in my comment boxes and think they are so much better than i am. |
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